Mmmmph. Another late entry. Was supposed to be last night.

[kragore]

Two veiled compliments in as many days:
Rob, Tech Guy Extraordinaire, in reguards to who he wanted for interns: "Yea, and the one that was standing next to you (Cap.) The one with the presence."
Cool. I've worked long and hard on that presence. Though much like temperance and tenacious, I feel this is a double-edged meaning.
Jeremy, Comm Student at FSC, in reguards to a fundraising project: "Would you quit analizing everything!"
Good, this means I'm still doing my job.


So yea...
I'm, ahh.... I'm tired. Tired to the point of being sick. There's probably something wrong with me, but I haven't stopped long enough to deal with it yet. I know I don't eat right, I know I don't sleep right, so I really have no grounds to complain.
But I ache.
.
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I'm going home tomorrow, to get some portfolio things, some decent clothes for a real portfolio review on monday, and to pat my dog on the head for the last time. I don't even know if I'll get there in time. My rational side is looseing out to my emotional side, and I don't like it. I believe in circular life, that from death comes life, and without death life could not continue.
But Shane was our dog.
And I love him.
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I have a job to do this weekend. I don't know if I can do it. I can tell you right now that I don't want to. I don't want to go, I don't really want to be there. I never really had any desire to go to this game ever, and now... But I have a job to do. And I never reneg.
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I can rest when I'm dead.
- K.

Comments

**Insert Trite Saying Here**

[lordbleys.livejournal.com]

if you dont go...you know how much you will regret it later
its a GAME


I blew off a Game to say goodbye to a dying friend
she died on my lap the next day
I never regretted missing the game

DON'T GO, please?

[measanan.livejournal.com]

No game is that important.

I don't know if you've read our posts - but please, be with your family.

You were partially committed by someone else (me) through a misunderstanding and got caught.

Say NO. Please.

Suzy

[(Anonymous)]

Cornflakes. hahahaha, remember that? that was way too funny! I'm a humble monkey! Monkey see monkey do, yeah! THE PROUDEST MONKEY! ah good times good times.

[kragore.livejournal.com]

I cannot decern who you are, but kindly do not post your gibberish here unless you intend to explain yourself.
Thank you.
- K.