Dumb

Yep.
That was pretty damn dumb.
Stupid, even.

My, oh my, the new depth of low you've discovered.

Stupid Git. Don't deserve friends who will put up with antics like that.

And it's that voice I was aiming to kill when I drank myself into unconciousness with the Vile Green Shite.

I know that this registers damn near off the charts on the Bad Thing list.
But it's to the point where I'm just x'ing them off as I go, so what's another?

Not dead,
- K.

I know

I know it's not as bad as I think it is.
I know it must get better.
I know that there are certian actions that should not be answers to certian problems.
I know what is smart, and what is not.
I know all these wonderful, rational, logical things.

But I'm not as old as most of you.
I've not lived through this yet.
Right now, if everything isn't going well, it's falling apart.
Because I am not 45,
I am not 30,
I'm not 28.

I'm 23. A young 23 who was always so busy taking care of everyone else that she never grew up.

So let me make my mistakes.
Let me be dumb, and young, and stupid. Because sometimes the only way you learn is by touching the fire.

- K.